[1]
I make a note, this is something like diary
For many years I've been looking for a good plan
Something like a friend who says: "This is the right way, I know the route"
I've got to move forward, I've been going in circles for too long
I swore we could make it if we wanted to
In the shadow of the buildings I see how the rats are pursuing me
But i don't let them fool me, no
When the night breaks in and the clouds cry
You better don't trust anyone except your friends
Get involved with the devil and you'll see
That doing evil doesn't pay off, because the devil crucifies you
He gives you Euro and Gold but holds the dagger to your throat
Because in exchange for gold the devil wants your soul
Blended by their success, many people become to proud of theirselves in order to change
We obey and observe the commands
One shouldn't waste his life time
And rethink every day from anew what you want and why
[Hook]
I've seen how it is at the top
Seen how it is at the bottom
And maybe the next step has to be a step backwards
Because I can't be happy like this, not without you
I've seen how it is at the top
Seen hot it is to be lost
I am sorry but I'll go the last bit on my own
Even though I know I won't be happy
6x "not without you"
[2]
I make a note, this is something like a diary
For many years I've been looking for a good plan
God be my witness, my dreams, I bury them now
Everyday, just a cinema in my head, stop this Dataflow
I taste the Smog in my hood with every breath I take
For many there is not only hope, what do you expect?
The devil comes and is tempting you
When you are looking for colour somewhere in your black and white life
And because at some point in time even the most beautiful rose fades
I live my life isolated from the outside world
In the shadow of the buildings, when you are cold and your house falls into ruin
You're worth nothing and you die for a bunch of money
The way down is fast, I don't need this cash
I don't see the wonders of this world without you
And what I'm saying might seem crazy
But without you I can't be happy, not without you
[Hook]
12x "not without you"
[3]
And even if you can't understand it with your heart
I have scars that you can't see on first sight
Scars that are still open, I have questions that are open (unanswered)
And even if I've been hoping for years
And even if you can't understand it with your heart
I have scars that you can't see on first sight
Scars that life gives to you and I ask myself every night
How I managed to live like this for years
[Hook]
12x "not without you"