Sometimes my things have gone well.
it might have been an accident,
and won't happen again.
Sometimes sorrow visits, and there's lots of bad;
the waves carry the ships too.
What should i thank everyone for?
- I guess somewhere is the answer.
My sister became a mom already, with her mortgage.
I bought a bike from a man at the road,
i'm going to court now.
Someone always ahead of me
takes away everything heshe can.
But i don't have anything to take,
but i don't really mind.
Life is here:
own, expensive and useless.
Trifling river's waves
takes me with it like a chip,
and at first i was shaking under the waves.
i learned to be by surrendering.
Even in the bottom you're not alone:
sadness accompanies nostalgia.
I thought before, that somewhere
it's measured precisely,
when they've given up too much for someone to carry.
That's only a delusion, unfounded belief,
other fools believe so.
Even shoulders of big and strong,
are left as small as weaker.
Why you ask, how i use
the days that i still get.
Do you know, what's ordered from there somewhere then?
And i won't learn to say, that i miss,
even though you ask me to.
Anyways every kind of things are given.