From top of the head to ankles,from fingers to eyelids
I still feel the touch, that other person's
Neck and earflaps, shoulders hair lips,
They still remember the secret,that other person's
(refrain:)
I can't make this betrayal disappear
I no longer can turn this into a dream
This is real,this is real,this is real
I can't make the shame be forgotten
I no longer can transform this into something else
This real,this is real,this is real
I woke up,I still exist
The heart is beating,it beat away my dream,
Something is not as it was yesterday,
But the blanket on top of me is like a nightmare
Eyes closed,I'm lying here for a while
I really can't fall back asleep again
It will take a moment before it will arrive,
The weight that dark weight of yesterday
Neck and earflaps,shoulders hair and lips,
Still remember the secret
(refrain:)
I can't make this betrayal disappear
I no longer can turn this into a dream
This is real,this is real,this is real
I can't make the shame be forgotten
I no longer can transform this into something else
This real,this is real,this is real
I rise up, there's no one home
Theres a note on the table"visit the grocery store"
I go outside,will anyone notice it in me
I left with a stranger
I pick magazine I try to be normal
While reading the shopping list I pretend
The yesterday was but a bad dream
Until it comes again,the darkness will come
I remember everything clearly,
I'm removing yesterday from my mind
I thought I would be better
(refrain:)
I can't make this betrayal disappear
I no longer can turn this into a dream
This is real,this is real,this is real
I can't make the shame be forgotten
I no longer can transform this into something else
This real,this is real,this is real
Laalaalalalalalalaa...