I'm downstairs just to come upstairs
I'm upstairs and I can fall from this height
I'm splitting things so there will be leftovers
Wasting so there I'll need more stuff
Slowly, so it can fit
Softly so I won't forgive you
I'm studying so I can know how to ignore
I'm eating so I can vomit later today
I'm explaining so you can get confused
I'm making you get confused so I can shine a light on you
I'm a light that can blind people
I'm getting blind so I can guide other people
Softly so I can tear people apart
Eyes closed just to see you better
Happy so I can cry
Desperate to have some patience
Fond so I can hurt
Slowly so it won't take much time
Before life so I can die
I'm telling you 'goodbye' so I can come back to you later