İsyanım Var [English translation]

I always cried, I wanted to smile a little bit

no matter what I did, my voice hasn't been heard

I've cried out, I've wanted to die

death didn't come even I called it

I'm raising against to the fate everyday

It neither killed me nor made me smile for once

There are troubles of hell in my heaven

my spirit died inside as I'm alive

grievance knocked my door every day

it twisted the knife on my wound

I'm tired to endure to sorrows of the world

God, please write my destiny from the very beginning