This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life
I'll be the one last breath before this death
I'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none left
And if I shame your face, degrade your faith
I'll be the first to hide behind disgrace
Blood loss on account of my failing aim
Treason at the root of my shameful name
I found my way to fall
I never meant to break your heart
Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am)
I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?)
Before I go (before I lose it all)
You should know (I hate myself for hurting you)
I see the burn of the light from from within my grave
I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay
And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain
Then put an end to me how while the hope remains
Blood loss on account of my failing aim
Treason at the root of my shameful name
I found my way to fall
I never meant to break your heart
Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am)
I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?)
Before I go (before I lose it all)
You should know (I hate myself for hurting you)
This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life
This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life