If I believed in ghosts
Then I'd say
I've become like that
When my spirit was crushed
My body was kept
Like a memorial
I do not recognize even my own gaze
I've anticipated I've changed
But not this completely
Before the sun is a period of night
To slowly do the devils work
What I wanted
What I needed
What I thought was important
In love with power
Relieved from the feeling
Lost everything that is shaped like a human
I've succeeded before
To climb somehow
On the chair of a despot
Like how I was loved
How I was fought for
Everything was forgiven
Reflection changes depending on the gaze
Soon is my autocracys
Last sunrise
Before the sun is a period of night
To slowly do the devils work
What I wanted
What I needed
What I thought was important
In love with power
Relieved from the feeling
Lost everything that is shaped like a human
I do not recognize even my own gaze
I've anticipated I've changed
But not this completely
Before the sun is a period of night
To slowly do the devils work
What I wanted
What I needed
What I thought was important
In love with power
Relieved from the feeling
Avoided everything that is shaped like a human