Channeling love, through the rose of sinful thoughts
becomes a challenge with no guiding voice
to pave the way
you say this save existence lacking in joy
but as opposed to what?
the world that,
just wants to play and break you like a toy
Channeling love through the fear
of being torn apart by crowds of your barbarian peers
the human filth around us wants to trample all that is dear
under the guise of watchful reason
but no of course I'm being too austere
A thousand years ago,
it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door
but no more
Blinded by the sun
you spin the barrel of a fully loaded gun
"If there's no winning might as well just have some fun"
I want to scream
when will you get it through your skull
That I will not let you drown
"the light is gone"
the thought keeps running through your mind
but fearing life
is easier than fighting right?
oh please just hide behind this back of mine
and save your helpless spite
knock on the door
access denied
Channeling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits
Laughing, you got off the hook
but you keep dancing in it's
shadow, now I overlooked
You're playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took
And in a thousand years
I'll see a tepid autumn day
and only think about it's grace
but
blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a fully loaded gun
A disappointing image
always on the run
Oh, I believed that you could change your ways somehow
but you just keep crashing down
"So are you done?"
your quiet voice is filled with spite
ironic right?
why don't you get out of my sights
"oh you're too kind"
the day goes up in flames
you know, I really tried
knock on the door access denied
everything will pass
the edge will dull
I know what's best for you after all
A day will come
warm and bright
when I tear down these dismal shelter walls