Holding it all in my body
I’m holding it all in my bones
Holding it all in the curves of my neck
In these aching chromosomes
I’m old enough to know somebody
Old enough to choose my home
I’m holding it all till it all falls apart
Till I’d rather be alone
No matter what you say
I’m taking painkillers all day
You stress me out
You stress me the fuck out
I gotta get out
I got to get the fuck out
You stress me out
You stress me the fuck out
I gotta get out
I got to get the fuck out
Holding out for no good reason
Holding your love at arm’s length
I told you I wouldn’t be leaving
But I shouldn’t have told you that
No matter what you say
I’m takin’ painkillers all day
You stress me out
You stress me the fuck out
I gotta get out
I got to get the fuck out
You stress me out
You stress me the fuck out
I gotta get out
I got to get the fuck out
I’m old enough to read the writing
And oh how I’d love to just leave
So don’t hold it against me when I fall apart
Cause I’m at capacity
No matter what you say
There’s just no way I’m gonna stay