Страдая, падая, взлетая [Stradaya, padaya, vzletaya] [English translation]

I want to fill my life with meaning

Instead with vanity I fill it all

In all divine and clean living

To find an earthly peace of soul

But gives us none of the fulfillment

It's inconceivable, unearthly flight

With coming to the world and to oblivion

It goes wiser to the sky

Chorus:

Suffering, falling and soaring higher

It's like in the darkness page

Afraid of burning in the fire

Still seeking road to heaven's gate

It wants to wash itself with snow

Out of dirt to show the face

Afraid to be outcast by heaven though

By it's only father who gave it faith

Afraid to be outcast by heaven though

By it's only father who gave it faith

It's keeps on suffering and crying

It's beating in the heart and calls us here

And we're living and then dying

Feeding our flesh from year after year

Chorus:

And living on a good luck, close the eyes, not seeing the light

And heavens crying above us, but we're laugh at them and why

And living on a good luck, close the eyes, not seeing the light

And heavens crying above us

But we're laugh at them and why

And heavens crying above us

But we're laugh at them and why

I want to fill my life with meaning

Instead with vanity I fill it all

In all divine and clean living

To find an earthly peace of soul