Someone had said that I was a coward
Little Ego, be ashamed
That I always stood there at the back and agreed
The truth is felt
I have shadowed you in the cold
for a whole day
to return back
the excuse
that I stole
Take the second, sit alone right at the back
Little Ego, sit still
I have walked in your footsteps the whole day
to Hagnesta Hill
*The first snow has fallen, everything is slippery
and my scarf is left behind
at a bus stop
outside of town
I gather all my courage there in the pathway
Little Ego has escaped
I scream with a breaking voice I hate all of you
As a child, I was cruel
This feeling that I have
is not mine
It is left behind, is it yours?
It tastes like you
There are tears
Can one cry like a man?
Please forgive me
I forgot who I was
please stop listening
Forget everything I said
I'm fine
You have to leave me in peace
*There are tears
Can one cry like a man?
Please forgive me
I forgot who I was
please stop listening
Forget everything I said
I'm fine
You have to leave me in peace
I don't need any help
If you want to help, help yourself
I don't need any help
So leave me in peace
Leave me in peace
*2014:
Oh memories, now are memories all I have
My life's love left behind
At a bus stop
Outside this town
*
There are tears, only tears, only tears