Everything seemed easy
but it ended like that,
hard, the hardest
You were everything to me
but another girl, like the force
covered my eyes
I was like a blind man
I wasn't even hiding
and you put up with everything
And that was not enough for me
until it was too much
until you left on your own
Even then I didn't remember
I didn't even notice
that you were no longer here
Like I was sleeping
counting the days
with her, who was worthless
Why didn't you blow me up with a bomb,
take me to the rails or the landmines,
so that you kill me*
and so that I'm not guilty of everything
Why didn't you love me less,
cheat on me with my best friend
so that at least I'm not guilty of everything
so that you and I are alive
I don't care if I have fallen down to the bottom
but I am sorry for the angel
because one who kills the angel
doesn't deserve any better
If they judge me to the imprisonment twice
it'a all nothing
and it's too little