Nights like today I can't find an edge in the bed
That can fit me , to make me calm that nothing is really wrong
My nerves become tears
Are pouring like rain from my eyes
And since you don't understand with words
Listen to this song and ...
Maybe I just overthink
I do it often and we know it
We feel cause we want it so we like to suffer
What I wanted the asshole to bond with you
Today you are far away from me
Only the silence is close to me
And I have told you I'm tired of silence
And as much I mean the ''I love you'' I tell you every night as I worry
That something will come to take you
What's worse tell me?
From believing that you don't have learn,
Not even the least the people you have baptism your own my love
I don't feel okay ,not that things will change
You know I'm not good at hiding so I'll say it blunt
I'm not like the other guys, that you know or want around you, ok?
Your every word and act hurts me even more
Sunk in my insecurity and If I forgot for a bit with you
I angry when you behave bad because the truth it's not like that
For one hand I see you , the other that I don't want to know
Don't you dare to go in my mind now , I swear it's fucked up
Come and tell me ,what's happen
cause the bad overdid it
I just want you to tell me how you feel, not what the other said
I just want you to be yourself
To be the one I fell for
And I told you I'll be yours
The first time I didn't leave
I remember every moment, the first coffee, the first kiss
The emotional fight I give with myself, I've gone crazy
I remember the night on the mall, the sentence I said but you didn't hear
For the tomorrow I can't wait and my inside cry
Because in the tunnel I were for years , there was a light finally
And you know how to hold me to feel safe
And a bit more lucky, I don't now how you make it
But it doesn't matter it's enough not be lack from this by the weather
But till now I hurt
At night I get weak
I don't have stamina forever
Sorry If I isolate myself
I don't want to see, I don't want to hear, I don't want to know what's happening
Every minute goes I love you the more I tear
Extravagant ,pessimist, the cry tonight the only way,
my hands have hurt, the wall tonight unfortunate
my thought leaves in places that they have told me to avoid
Sorry I'll say with an empty look while I'm trying to beat around the buss
I'm tired of the walls, they can't fit me not even for fun
I want to take a friend and go out to forget everything
To drink and to find philosophy for how all this are in my mind
And that I'm the only one I prevent my smile to be seen