İstemiyorum [English translation]

Daydreams full of hope are inside me

I do not want to go out on the streets

I have to fly like the birds, I am free

I do not want to land on earth

Formerly I stood upright like mountains

Now I am rotting in a cave

My mother always said to me, do not give in

Now I feel like an ant.

If I was a cloud, I would turn into rain

I do not want to fall onto soil

If I was your hand, I would wish you happiness

I do not want it to be mine

It is as if they've rationed my breath

When I've used it all up, I do not want to die

And now I am leaving

Farewell

On how many mornings have I been awake all night

What has happened to the sun, I can't see myself in the mirror

I hold a glass with steaming tea

but it does not warm my hand

When I am crying, I notice that my tears do not reach my cheeks

If only I could have kissed you one more time

If only I had left after hugging you tightly and smelling your hair

The day everybody fears has come for me today.