I’ve been on the run for weeks
and I drink too much beer and wine
my flat is abandoned
I shatter my mirror in small pieces
I’m not the one I’d like to be
and I don’t want to be who I am
my life is a chaos
look at it more carefully
I’m extremely jealous and unfair with women
and when things get serious I just bugger off
I’m asking you now, does this make any sense?
my life is a chaos
look at it more carefully
And you think I’m strong and I know the way
you just want to imagine I know how things work
you think I’ve got everything under control
and can control what happens
but I just stand up here and sing my song
I’m always searching
and I don’t know anymore what I’m searching for
I spend entire nights in bars, I’m always the one
who laughs loudest
noone ever notices how confused I really am
it’s all a cover-up, look more carefully
And you think I’m strong and I know the way
you just want to imagine I know how things work
you think I’ve got everything under control
and can control what happens
but I just stand up here and sing my song
I just stand up here and sing my song
Come and stand with me in the sun(light)
or walk with me for a bit
I’ll show you my reality for an instant
I wonder, just like you do, what’s the point of all this?
my life is a chaos
look at it more carefully
And you think I’m strong and I know the way
you just want to imagine I know how things work
you think I’ve got everything under control
and can control what happens
but I just stand up here and sing my song
I just stand up here and sing my song