I'd really want tomorrow to change
So I can give you what I want to give you
and get it from you
I'd really want to tell you, today, that
I say what you want to hear and I say it for you
I wanted your eyes and your skin so much
I wanted your hands so much, really wanted to feel them
I wanted so much to be close, without thinking how much it costs.
I really felt this, I needed you so much
I really wanted you to need me,
To matter to you as much as you do to me today
You really were the one, like no one, no one ever
I wanted to live with you so much
I was so sure, I waited until you told me
That you are for me, you are with me and that you and I
are something that's certain, that's for real,
That what was between us and what it still is
is important and...
(Ref.)
You're not here as my life falls down and
You're not here as everything breaks apart and
You're not here and I don't know where you are now, but it's good that you don't know about me, because it'd break your heart
You're not here as my life falls down and
You're not here as everything breaks apart
But I love you, I love, I still love you, fuck
And I don't know any other words, it's too hard
And when my love fades, when I really want to be alone
When without you it will be easier, when I can be without you where we were supposed to go together
When you won't really mean anything to me anymore
When I won't think about what you're thinking or where you're going
When you leaving becomes irreversible
When I won't really want to see you as much
When I won't really want to hear you as much, when I won't be silent with you
When you won't feel that way about me anymore
When you're thinking about wanting to go where you don't want to stay
If despite the doubt it won't be easy
It's not intuitive when something else will be good
If I have to turn around and destroy what I'm feeling
And not being able to talk about it
If I have to feel this way, you have to understand
It will be the end of us, the end, it's how I'm feeling today, because...
(Ref x2)