loving
hating
hoping
faking
I’ve been digging through the dirt that was left behind
I've been dredging through the mud for it
there's nothing that’s alive or dead inside
in you or in this
the crucifix in my hand's a lie
cause nothing ever kills you
I watered down the pain till the well went dry
so pray for rain
and it gnawed
rose to the top again
back like a long-lost friend
a wretch that I can't defend
oh, my god
is this where the dreamer ends?
dark where the light had been
lost at the war within
and it clawed
back in the world again
here for new revenge
an enemy I can't condemn
oh, my god
is this where the liar ends?
dark where the light had been
lost at the war within
out of myself I feel it crawling
how can I tell if this is the ending
out of myself it began evolving
I am not well, repent i'm guilty
how can I tell if the sky is falling
how can I fix what there is no mending
how can I tell if I am not well
I've lost myself
I have come undone
and all of the horses
and all of the men
won't put it back in place
or bury it where it had been
when all of the forces
have been overrun
you'll whisper, serpent tongue
what you fear you have become
something wicked this way comes
something wicked this way comes