Solamente un incubo [English translation]

I thought life just a nightmare, but didn't know what would come my way,

while as a child I stared at the ceiling of my bedroom,

I can still remember

my mother saying to me 'The world is yours, go for it,

because you have nothing to lose,

don't be afraid and never feel like you're the littlest,

because what you can dream of, you can get it'.

Everything I saw is worthless.

Whatever I said has no bearing.

What's inside me is speechless.

What I made out of hope.

I remember every time I've let people down,

How you feel when hitting rock bottom.

The hate I bump into without realizing it.

What I did wrong unintentionally.

Every choice I've made, I own it.

Everything I've thought to stay alive.

What I've understood only thank to God.

Of what I lost, I'll figure out the reasons.

What I was looking for just to feel good,

Staring at the sky while it snows.

Everything I cried to breathlessness.

Everything I've written, it has happened to me.

I thought life just a nightmare, but didn't know what would come my way,

while as a child I stared at the ceiling of my bedroom,

I can still remember mu mother saying to me 'The world is yours, go for it,

because you have nothing to lose,

don't be afraid and never feel like you're the littlest,

because what you can dream of, you can get it'.

Forgive me, father, I am not the one you wanted,

I'm such a mess, if you only knew.

There's nothing I can do, say that to my parents,

if someone stole our best years from us.

There's nothing I can do, say that to who I loved,

The limelight on the stage and then the curtains open.

Things always go the way thet are supposed to,

in the end almost nothing is left to be given away.

Forgive me if I couldn't understand life so far,

If it costs me so much to try not do do wrong.

If you should see my brothers tell 'em that I am doing well,

That I tried my best, but not always succeeded.

Forgive me, father, I am not the one you wanted

Too many failures, too many compromises.

I can't help but getting lost all along,

Hurting myself all the time.

I thought life just a nightmare,

but didn't know what would come my way,

while as a child I stared at the ceiling of my bedroom,

I can still remember

my mother saying to me 'The world is yours, go for it,

because you have nothing to lose,

don't be afraid and never feel like you're the littlest,

because what you can dream of, you can get it'.

Because there's nothing you can lose.

Because what you dream of, you can get it.

Because there's nothing you can lose.

Because there's nothing you can take.