I dreamed of the most beautiful woman
Right in the park next to the paper
drank Visko wine while I
put the ganja in the paper
I'll be back in the late hours
and mom is waiting at the door
half drunk as shit
I take the mud off my sneakers
I couldn't understand
that the dream easily passes into reality
if you step on it bravely
and on white raise your guard
I walked quietly at dusk
I dreamed of her blonde hair
as if all I wanted was
but I didn't
That image of her in my head
I didn't see her face
She addressed me "dear"
and she warmed me with her hand
Wanted stubbornness in things
but I saw it too late
it left me breathless
every time she laughed
Yes, I was a bastard
I would return the time now
to make mom alive again
to love me at a wedding
The days are so cold
but again the thought warms me
that you will hear every song
which I wrote to you
Chorus 2x
Sometimes things don't go according to plan
I sit alone in the room
I look at pictures of old people
Blood, tears and sweat
as if I were not my own
since you left here
My world collapsed in a day
and I stood to the side
when God took you, me
I would like to dial the number
just out of heaven to call
How I need you now
more than ever
if one is life
why all days hurt
Because it's like I don't have one
no brother, no house, no threshold
I look at the sky
why everyone who loves me is leaving
I can't be sober
but I can't cry anymore '
too angry at others
let them be persecuted
Because I gave everything
I didn't ask for anything back
tell me where they are
now that my ship is sinking
I must have given it to dreams
my sea is stormy
my anchors are heavy
my sky is gloomy
My book is faith
my God is a role model
it cannot fit in the bosom
as if I were half dead
Half dead, like I was
half dead, as if I were half dead