The air is free
The earth is round
Filled with arguments but I feel mute
Have slept for days, but not gotten any rest
Know what I want to say, But feel too dumb
Have a hole in my soul, even though I have good intentions
If I'm being honest with myself I have to move on
I tear myself free so that I can breath
Push myself forward to get to mine
Heart beating, sweat running
Throw up and curl up because it's like I'm in a daze
Have to get out, get away from here
I'm choking in this theater, have to get behind the curtain
threading water in the same place, but this is no small puddle
No Island in sight
If it rains it pours down, have never felt it drizzle
The truth remains as the lies die
Burned your trust, I know that now
By a crossroad, everything on the plank
Right, left. Like pointing at it all
Hate myself because I made myself believe
I woke up to a crazy bang
Nu I want to get past it, on with my life
Let people talk because I don't give a damn
It's a brutal world we live in
Brutally metal scenery
So far away from common sense and how things were meant to be
Sorry for that and too much more
Everything I threw away and just ripped apart
Have to breath, ventilate, have to be collected, focusing my thoughts
Have to breath, ventilate, have to be collected, focusing my thoughts
Have to breath, ventilate, have to be collected, focusing my thoughts
It's 3'o clock, I'm awake, and everything is crystal clear
It was beautiful at the start but now only madness remains
Nothing good, I only feel distaste for it all
Can't say anything, barely remember any good days
Release me, Please let me be
Because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
No more tears left
So let me be
This was never meant to be
Therapy in my life, because I'm slipping like on grease
This is some fucking epic darkness I've gotten myself stuck in
A false utopia that I'm trying to escape
Shame in my body
Can't change it
But I can try to make thigs right and just go home