He had moved in one village near Muğla*
He had left his girlfriend and opened up a little seafood restaurant
And was happy
Sea, sunshine and books
Everything was going very nice
But he saw her one day
She had come to where he was working and there was someone next to her
He suddenly felt pain in his heart
He stepped outside
The sun went down into endlessness
He quietly watched them from the distance
They were laughing in the candle light holding hands
The good old days with her flashed through his mind
He smoked one cigarette, then another one
And yet she left
Slowly the fragility inside him turned into jealousy, and pain turned into anger
He went inside
He fried for them the best fish of the day with his own hands
Made a salad, poured oil on, squeezed a lemon
Then made the sauce of the poisonous needle of a Pufferfish
And poured it with his tears over the fish
They never wake up anymore
He never slept anymore