Today, when you say to me “Goodbye”,
without excuses and straight in the eyes,
I want to tell you about my mistake,
which gave me the anxiety that scares me.
Yesterday you used to give me everything,
for free and without conditions,
and how the live changes
when you receive the bill.
Yesterday you used to give me your live
and I was playing with it.
In a foolish way I have lost
your love in a roulette.
You see, I was just pretending,
because you were really important to me.
Thinking that you have shown me the heaven
and knowing that I can not longer have it today,
I understand that I deserve your "Goodbye",
without excuses and straight in the eyes.
When I used to call you at home
you were answering me on the run.
Today not even a message
waits for me when I come back.
And on top of that the laptop,
that damn tool,
you don't know how it hurts me,
you have connected it to the silence.
You see, I was just pretending
because you were really important to me.
Thinking that you have shown me the heaven
and knowing that I can not longer have it now,
today I deserve your "Goodbye",
without excuses and straight in the eyes.