In my wildest thoughts, I speak with the rain
And in my hidden dreams, you came to me to steal them away.
And when the lightning strikes my unlucky body,
You'll be in someone else's hands, killing my soul.
Quiet rainshowers and big mistakes,
You've done so much to me1 and I learned nothing from it
Quiet rainshowers cut like blades, and hopes and dreams are left bloody.
I'm trapped in the nets of hell,
Trapped in nothingness
And now you're making the kisses of Judas valuable.
And when my eyes become red and they hurt,
The guilt that's chasing you passes by here first.
Quiet rainshowers and big mistakes,
You've done so much to me and I learned nothing from it.
Quiet rainshowers cut like blades, and hopes and dreams are left bloody.
1. As in, the relationship was toxic and she abused him.