I'm gonna tear
your memory to paper shreds.
Then I'm gonna blow them away
so that they get mixed up in the sky.
And I must stop
playing the fool
when I go out for a walk.
And I must
carry an umbrella when it rains
and not jump on every puddle
like when you were with me.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
And now that I know
I don't attract your caresses,
[I wonder] how was I able to prove to your irony
that my life without you
would be a hell.
And I...
...and I'm still
hung up on that day
when you looked back,
and then you,
without faltering...
...without faltering,
you said goodbye...
...goodbye.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
I still spend time
trying to invent
ways to remove
the ashes from the darkness.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.
If you knew
how much time I spend each day
to try not to think about you.
If you knew
how much pain
your smile causes in my head.