I don’t know, if it’s ever happened to you
To be struck inside so hard
From lightening
So beautiful and sad
It grows you and wears you out
Resisting to let it go
Gives you a sensation
That it’s never ending
I want to curse it
The heaviness inside of me
That I cannot bear
It’s dragging me
It kills me
That which I cannot share
I cannot share
And it makes me feel guilty
There’s something that alienates me
Inside of me wailing
I am going to scream
Should I forgive or kill it
I don't know how to judge
It hurts me but I endure it
It has a price
This hostage of my soul
I want to curse it
The heaviness inside of me
That I cannot bear
It’s dragging me
It kills me
That which I cannot share
Cannot share
And it makes me feel guilty
Curse, curse, curse
It kills me
That which I cannot share
Cannot share
And it makes me feel guilty