Senza farlo apposta [English translation]

Sometimes saying "I love you"

Sounds faker than a "see you later".

I've got your number, but I'm not calling you:

It's good for you, but it's strange for me

Talking to you, while not being physically there.

I don't believe in your "trust me",

You used to make monologues,

Now you only give me straight answers

And you put those high heels on

To dance on my heart.

Since when you threw away your Barbie's

To play with real people,

They say you don't understand how much

A person is worth, until you lose them.

You wouldn't understand it anyway,

So don't even joke about it.

Sorry, but I don't care,

I'm here, once again,

I always end up here even without wanting to,

I'm still waiting for an answer

Sorry, but I don't care,

I'm here, once again,

I always end up here even without wanting to

I was passing by to take the blame

And I told you I love you.

You weren't the present I thought you were,

We're slowly ruining ourselves,

Give me my daily panic1

When I see you with other people,

You have no idea how much I would rather be far away,

You're too beautiful to be real,

But also too beautiful to be mine

And I'm sick2

Of taking your lies,

If I could get into your head

I would delete your search history

And I don't know if pretending to

Be a good actor is a bad thing.

It's time for me to go,

I'll disappear with my hurt heart3

Sorry, but I don't care,

I'm here, once again,

I always end up here even without wanting to,

I'm still waiting for an answer.

Sorry, but I don't care

I'm here, once again,

I always end up here even without wanting to,

I was passing by to take the blame.

Sorry, but I can't do it. You left me only a piece of you,

But you've taken the rest from me

And I'm here tonight, once again,

There's a full moon, but you're in a bad mood4.

Sorry, but I don't care,

I'm here, once again

I always end up here even without wanting to,

I'm still waiting for an answer

Sorry, but I don't care,

I'm here, once again,

I always end up here even without wanting to,

I was passing by to take the blame

1. Pun: "panico" is "panic", but "pane quotidiano" is "daily bread". This is a clear reference to the Lord's Prayer.2. The sentence is phrased in a weird way. Not sure about the meaning.3. Pun. "Sparire in un soffio" means to disappear instantly, but a "soffio al cuore" is a heart murmur.4. Another pun. "Avere la luna storta" is an idiom.