You left, I was a broken winged bird.
I hushed, I got heartbroken by your words.
It's just like breaking back into black
like being on watch everynight.
When yesterday kneeled before today,
when heart's had enough of pain,
when your 'quick' come back was late,
I learned to tolerate myself...
I was blind, I got sharpened, I learned to forget you...
You weren't there, I learned to be alone,
I learned to stand tall against all types of pain like a wall.
Like the words of a lost language,
I learned to just be without roots and attachments...
If you had enough of my all time pouring rain,
if you gave up on my never-ending winters,
don't worry, I have no unpaid debt with anyone
and even if I had, I learned to ignore from you.