Sen Orda Yoksun [English translation]

It was a black and white man

the picture in my dreams

I threw my glass at your face

I'm mad at you for not coming whatsoever,

for not knowing, for not feeling

You aren't there

When I call you

When I'm thirsty, when I'm hungry

You aren't there

If I'd run, if I'd hug,

if I'd hold onto you, you aren't there

In the dark emptiness of my spirit

You aren't there

They weren't meaningless, neither were they weird

the lies I told myself

I believed in a dream that would never come true

My combat is for your impossibility,

your silence, your distance

You aren't there

When I call you

When I'm thirsty, when I'm hungry

You aren't there

If I'd run, if I'd hug,

if I'd hold onto (you)

In the dark emptiness of my spirit

You aren't there