Part 1
Yeah
ey Selina, this is going to be my last letter, yes I know, I've behaved really bad
We both had this dream of being a unit, but our lifestyle had made us so differently
I was a nigger who made his money and off exactly this were your parents fed up
they hadn't wanted someone on the table who dealt with drugs
their dream of their sun in law, how would he be, like them
but here in this block (of houses) no one bothers with table manners
your father didn't care for me, he just wanted to embarress me
I miss you so much, miss the good time, miss to toke baby and to fuck as well
playstation and rats, couldn't offer more
you're parents weren't content with this boy
it's just sad, i feel empty deep inside
look at me, it's still so hard
Hook
Dear God could you please tell me why the hell she wanted to leave?
I'm waiting for time to stop
So tell me, why am I waking up in the middle of the night writing songs,
its because of Selina, please dear god, can you tell me why I lost her
tell me, why is my heart frozen again?
why am I waking up in the night to scream, its because of Selina (Selina)
Part 2
Do you remember the sex in the living room on this goddamned expensive carpet
thought he'd going to get dirty, suddenly the door opened and she stood there
didn't matter for us, cause we were close to each other
nobody could hurt us, I'm missing this time so much
open my heart and you'll see its empty
I'm weak and alone, don't want to seem ridiculous
a real guy just admitts that he cries night after night
look at me, are you seeing what I'm going to become, what I'm going to become?
what hate is doing to me
it hurts when your mother just sends me away
I see you standing at the window at your gaze is saying forget me
grief, hatred, pain and sorrow, gimme everytime a coin and I'd be rich by now
Selina, that's going to be my last letter, my heart, you can keep it, rest in peace
Hook
Dear God could you please tell me why the hell she wanted to leave?
I'm waiting for time to stop
So tell me, why am I waking up in the middle of the night writing songs,
its because of Selina, please dear god, can you tell me why I lost her
tell me, why is my heart frozen again?
why am I waking up in the night to scream, its because of Selina (Selina)
Part 3
It hurts to watch how everything is breaking down,
to watch how we're slowly coming to the end,
to watch that it was only an illusion, but she was so close,
but hurts to watch how everything is breaking down,
to watch how we're slowly coming to the end,
to watch that it was only an illusion, but she was so close,
Hook
Dear God could you please tell me why the hell she wanted to leave?
I'm waiting for time to stop
So tell me, why am I waking up in the middle of the night writing songs,
its because of Selina, please dear god, can you tell me why I lost her
tell me, why is my heart frozen again?
why am I waking up in the night to scream, its because of Selina (Selina)