"My name is Luna", she told me, I am starting the story from that part,
I went to take my jacket, to go,
When I saw her holding a bottle of wine,
All be herself at the bedroom while everyone was having fun at the living room,
Like she was waiting for someone to come in.
And I was the lucky one, but I was invisible to her,
I knew that her name was Luna, it wasn't needed to introduce herself to me.
I was sitting two desks behind her, but we had never talk to each other because I wasn't brave enough to talk to her.
She was kinda crying, she was a little bit drunk, she left her guard for a while and
So she opened up.
Something happened tonight, she isn't alright tonight.
She told me that she kissed a boy and she doesn't remember who.
I didn't answer and she told me that "that's why she is talking to me,
Because my silence is gold while others speak too much..
And they don't listen at all", she says, "I open up my heart to you
And I will talk to you about repressed emotions, passions and secrets".
(1,2,3 and..)
Queen of a coat throne, she was a little bit drunk and she was kinda crying.
She knows song lyrics by heart, song lyrics about a girl.
But she doesn't want any boy to sing for her, so tell her to forgive me..
Luna, Luna, the world wasn't made for us.
They never learnt how much you hurt..
And a few people will be with us until the cold goodbye, until wherever you go.
Because Luna, Luna, my songs are bleeding tonight,
The words I never said, haunt me
And if I ever turn back to that night, I would never let you go home by yourself.
She told me she knew who I was even if we have never meet.
She apologized for that we have never introduced earlier.
She told me that I was a wallflower and if I wanted to change that, to not do that, because
I would try to look like the wrong people.
She told me that she knew I was writting lyrics and she didn't tell it to anyone,
Because she though that everyone would laugh at me.
"Because anyone who is hurt, is been mocking by everyone", she told me "these days,
it's the "look" and showing that you are fine that count"
She told me she wanted to dance, without everyone looking at her
And ask for her something, they are searching for a line to tell her,
So she get tired and lied down, and later she will get to sleep alone,
She will dream an empty beach and an empty orange sky.
There was the truth in her eyes, and her words had a soft accent.
Her hair were red like blood.
I had fell in love with her, and like she saw it she told me don't write not even a single word about me,
Because I am not a heroine, I am a coward.
She told me all her secrets, like it was a fairytale,
Like she was singing to me a lallubay she sings to herself to fell asleep.
She told me she is fine, she told me she lives near and she was going home,
Alone and not to speak to anyone.
She told that "if our life was a movie to the cinema,
This is the part where we would kiss but.."
I froze and awkwardly, I looked away embarassed,
And while she was laughing she touched my hair and she standed up.
"We sould have met earlier, under other conditions
And fall in love" these were her last words before she left.
She was everything to me, even if she never learnt that..
I miss her so much, and this song about her, is one of my favourites.
(Fuck..)
Queen of a coat throne, she was a little bit drunk and she was kinda crying.
She knows song lyrics by heart, song lyrics about a girl.
But she doesn't want any boy to sing for her, so tell her to forgive me..
Luna, Luna, the world wasn't made for us.
They never learnt how much you hurt..
And a few people will be with us until the cold goodbye, until wherever you go.
Because Luna, Luna, my songs are bleeding tonight,
The words I never said, haunt me
And if I ever turn back to that night, I would never let you go home by yourself.
You told me to look out of the window, when it's cloudy and choose
Sunshines to be enchanted. You asked me if I have ever dance, that I would learn
A lot of things about me, that I couldn't see with my bare eyes. That's why, I look for
A windflower that dances alone at the rainbows every time, that
A kid blows it1 at the beach and it spreads to the orange sky
And it's unfair, the last page of the fairytale that
You were reading to me, you already knew it. Good girls go to heaven
You told me, I will miss you Luna, have a nice journey.
1. The windflower.