If it didn't rain so much, my love
If the night hadn't come like this
If the sky wasn't this color
If there were fewer people near me
If I could know what I don't know
If I could say what I don't say
If I didn't miss what I gave
If I didn't want to be with you now
If it wasn't my not knowing if your happy
If it wasn't my not knowing where you live
If it wasn't that my house is different
If it wasn't this time already
I would tell you it's my illusion
If this night seems to have no end
And that I'am very happy here alone
If it wasn't that your not here beside me