Why do I get something, just to have it taken away again
Such fuck, I feel dirty and in bondage like a jailbird
Why do I work hard, when everything is shit like the rest
And my heard valves flatter like a sail in the west wind
Yes life is all about business, I want love on credit
And because I don’t get any, I have to take it like a thief
Inside me is peace, but I go to war and start in direction of my homeland
It is sad but reality, without a woman I am a looser
I have to learn how to walk again and every leg weighs a ton
And I am begging please don’t leave me alone lovely sun
I only need a tad bit of time to get warm
Because I have been cold for 28 years and I did not learn from it either
The eyes get heavy, I push the notes on the piano
And make time go by with smoking, and a six-pack of warm beer
I can’t get it what happened during the days where I freeze
I lay my arms around my girl and sleep real close to her
[2x Hook]
I am tired but I feel, as I can’t sleep ever again
There is a giant black man on the foot of my bed staring at me
And I ask him, man is it right that you are here because of me?
And maybe from here on I’ll take a walk with you, but he is not talking
Again it is 3AM and I wake up as if in cold turkey
And I am sitting up between the flickering of the TV and cold smoke
The zig without filter I don’t even put out until it burns out
I no longer feel like Chakuza, I just look like him
I am sad, sometimes furious because I can’t get it
Tell what I am doing here? I have nothing to loose
Because whatever I had has been taken, oh fuck I felt empty
Because they had taken my big fortune and flushed it into the sea
Broken glass brings you luck? What garbage, I had enough
And wait until the man with the black hood will come for a visit
The blood froze in my veins, and turned black
And I hope what is happening is not real, as a joke
As a movie with a bad director, when I wanted to get out and flee
I noticed that I had nothing left, other than playing the main character
And I get up, focus on a goal but end up going in circles
In this giant black whole, I am just a marionette in white
[2x Hook]
I am tired but I feel, as I can’t sleep ever again
There is a giant black man on the foot of my bed staring at me
And I ask him, man is it right that you are here because of me?
And maybe from here on I’ll take a walk with you, but he is not talking
[2x Hook]
I am tired but I feel, as I can’t sleep ever again
There is a giant black man on the foot of my bed staring at me
And I ask him, man is it right that you are here because of me?
And maybe from here on I’ll take a walk with you, but he is not talking