Sometimes I go through phases
Not being able to go on
I feel burned-out, eaten up
And innerly empty
I need a break
Because everything in me screams out
I cannot understand it
Why my body does not want to go anymore
I breathe heavily
I shiver
And everything gets silent
I need a break
Because everything in me screams out
What's up with me?
When will finally let go?
A black circle
Eats me up
And spits me out like a monster
It is the feeling
To be completely lifeless
In an endless range
Face made of stone
Who will help me up now
I can't be killed by this
My glimpse frozen
Like a freezer compartment
Everything is a chaos
Shrouded in the night
Who will help me up now
I want to go out once again
What's up with me?
When will finally let go?
A black circle
Eats me up
And spits me out like a monster
You black circle
Captivate me
And paralyze me
Weak
But in me burns
A fire loudly
Fever
I am awake
You black circle
I eat you up
And spit you, my demon, out
I puke you out
You black circle
I set myself
Am able to breathe
I am awake