Save My Love

I've lost myself to anxiety

'Cause I cant find my way out of this hole

I cant believe what you've done to me

You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul

I'm always dying so quietly

I know that it's too much for you to handle

My blade takes away my anxiety

I know you think that this is sad, but it's just a sample

You really fucked me up, I really wish you knew how much

You're the reason why my blade has always been crutch

You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much

You're the reason why I can't even fucking trust

I know you see me slowly falling apart

There are so many fuckin' wounds in my heart

I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches

But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it

Save my love 'cause I know you're gonna miss it

Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses

I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying

I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding

Save my love 'cause I know you gonna miss it

Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses

I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying

I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding

Damn I loved you so much and I admired you

Until I realized what you've put me through

I can't believe those stupid words you used to say

Nowadays I think about 'em everyday

I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying

I'll always be this broken so I started lying

I'll never recover even though I'm fucking trying

No matter what I do I'll just end up dying

I don't understand how you can fuckin' live with yourself

I ain't done shit like you and I cant even live with myself

I know you lay awake with anxiety every night

I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives

I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up

I write songs about the things I cannot speak of

There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up

You should blame yourself 'cause I never felt loved

Save my love 'cause I know you gonna miss it

Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses

I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying

I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding

Save my love 'cause I know you gonna miss it

Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses

I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying

I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding