[Verse 1]
I close my eyes, I can't look
I can't stand to see your crying face
I know you can't manage my trips
And I don't always want to dwell on them
You should probably face the reality
My broken halo can't be fixed
And if the devil is hiding behind every corner
What's the point opening the door to anyone
Others aren't probably like me
Like others I'm not from here
Tell me please what am I even doing here
If I'm not enough for you as I am
[Chorus]
You're hurting me, you're hurting me
You swear and swear but you ain't convincing me
And I hurt you, I hurt you
These useless promises aren't helping
Others aren't probably like me
Like others I'm not from here
Tell me please what am I even doing here
If I'm not enough for you as I am
[Verse 2]
I want a warm blanket on me
And that you would stay next to me
I would want you to stick needles into my jet-black mind
I have stayed up nights somewhere across this goddamn globe
If I'm in city I'm still in city
Drinking booze, collapsing my skull
Why don't I stop, why don't you stop
What do we have?
I'm trying to find a reasonable way but there's not one
It's so hard to let the lights to go off
Finally pull the trigger and shoot
[Chorus]
You're hurting me, you're hurting me
You swear and swear but you ain't convincing me
And I hurt you, I hurt you
These useless promises aren't helping
Others aren't probably like me
Like others I'm not from here
Tell me please what am I even doing here
If I'm not enough for you as I am (X2)
[Outro]
You should probably face the reality
My broken halo can't be fixed
And if the devil is hiding behind every corner
What's the point opening the door to anyone