I can't find the words
I try talking to you
It's so hard to tell it all
I make you cry and gather your stuff
And in the end, to leave
You've always been right
I'm the brat here
It's sad how I behave
When I'm drunk I talk crap
And try to hurt you
Strangle me so long
That I can't breathe
So it leaves marks
I want you to make me cry
Drown me in the bathtub
Stub out a cigarette on my wrist
Do it again
So I don't hurt you anymore
What's wrong with me
You yell at me, saying I need help
Although I only want what's best for you
I tell lies about the weekend
When I guess I screwed up
I don't know how I can fix this anymore
So I ask you to hurt me for real
Strangle me so long
That I can't breathe
So it leaves marks
I want you to make me cry
Drown me in the bathtub
Stub out a cigarette on my wrist
Do it again
So I don't hurt you anymore
I don't know how I can fix this
So I ask you to hurt me for real
And if anything happens to me
Don't call the cops right away
(Hurt me for real)
Strangle me so long
That I can't breathe
So it leaves marks
I want you to make me cry
Drown me in the bathtub
Stub out a cigarette on my wrist
Do it again
So I don't hurt you anymore