While I dream of your arrival
How far I have left to go
I stuff myself with courage, digest the fear
Like when I'm in front of you
With my hands in my pockets, doing nothing
I tell you about my travels to seem interesting
And to die now, I cancelled them in a second
Each of my gestures is deeper
You made me vain, kissing a stranger
So I kill you, my love
I gave you your pain
And me, I'll feed on your bitterness
And you'll be reborn without ever forgiving me
Without forgiving me
I ran until I was out of breath to see you breathe
To hope you spit my heart in my face
How badly I hurt this love
It's true, I killed you seriously
I was outside myself, myself
While you sleep here next to me
How far we've gone now
We get used to the beauty, the wonder of the memory
Like when you're in front of me
Trying to change the stars
with Saturn in Gemini
It could rain forever
Then I kill you, my love
I gave you your pain
And I'll feed on your bitterness
And you'll be reborn without ever forgiving me
Without forgiving me
I ran until I was out of breath to see you breathe
To hope you spit my heart in my face
How badly I hurt this love
It's true, I killed you seriously
I was outside myself, I was outside myself
I was outside myself, myself