[Verse 1]
I'm in the first Mario
Every time I think I beat the game, it starts over
Faster, harder
I'm supposed to be wiser, I must've picked the wrong timeline
I wanna recapture the magic of the beginning
Nothing works when your heart's no longer in it
It hurts my pride, it's hard to admit
But I've never been so lost
The world is a betting parlor
Where everyone gives their misguided opinion
Where the TV airs news we've already seen before
While the radio plays songs no one listens to anymore
I try to clean house, between the pedantic snobs
And the uncivilized Mongols, I don't know where to click anymore
I try to do features to stay relevant
Without turning into my own reality TV show
I don't wanna stay frozen, trapped
In my own character like a hostage situation at Disneyland
Age poorly like an old punk
When you think you're Bart but you're Mr. Burns
I'm not at home in the capital
I keep writing about a city I don't live in
I try to be a good guy but I'm pretty average
I think I'm might just be an evil genius
I'm nostalgic for my old demons
King of lies, slave in the real world
On alert at every second
If I leave it alone, my spirit will wander into the darkness
I thought about waking one morning and being a man
Confident that the life I've chosen was the right one
Reliable, having built something stable
I'm just a little brat on a sand castle
Tired of making big sacrifices
For little glory
Without even knowing how to savor success
My nights are sleepless, my thoughts are dark
It's like every time I've stopped drinking
And my days are just hangovers
Why do you wanna put a baby in my arms?
I already have trouble just taking care of myself
I try to be decent, to make choices
To make everyone happy
Family, friends, family friends
Friends' families, friends of friends
Entertain an audience that doesn't know me
No matter what they think, I'm always on the verge
Of collapse, on the verge of losing it
Don't be surprised if you pass by me in the street wearing pajamas
[Interlude]
But I won't give up
I won't give up, I won't give up
I won't give up
[Verse 2]
I can't run away anymore
My brother has two kids, I wanna see them grow up
I don't wanna pretend anymore, don't wanna lie anymore
I'm already crazy, might as well stay in the delusion, huh
I'll be the one cracking a joke before dying
The one leaving in a fit of laughter, huh
I wanna leave my own mark
Not make money by following trends, huh
The times change, the people change
But I get bored easily, I like change
I was already different
And I will be until the end of time, fast life, slow guy
Before, I was scared to not be normal
But when I see normal people, I'm proud to not be normal
The world is venomous, my brain is getting tangled
I'm getting used to the idea that I'll never get better
I wanted to write for the haters but I'll do them one better
Write for those who like me, them
It's always for my city when I bring the fire
I have the rest of my life to be old
What happened to the idols of my youth?
Either dead or parodies of themselves
I never wanna end up like that
Back to the Future, I don't wanna miss the third one
I wanna make homicidal love songs
That push single people to suicide
I liked rap before the hype gentrified it
Vodka, Doliprane, now I wait
I've said, "I love you" to bitches that didn't deserve it
I've never said, "I love you" to my mom
I don't wanna back down anymore
I'm barely at the end of the beginning of my career
I've made mistakes, I've done shady things
I've made rappers, I've had miscarriages
When I said, "We are the future," I was talking 'bout now
I was talking 'bout this moment, the future is now
I got all the flows, I'll never run dry
Ablaye and Skread, I'll never lose them
We started in a rental hall
We're gonna be what we always wanted to be
Shit, I'm coming with that gun kata
Young bastard, here I am again
Saitama, fatal punch
I write every line as if Michael could see them
I won't let mediocrity get me
I've seen enough sad bastards to believe in karma
Orelsan, part three
The last chapter of the saga
"San," that means "three"
"San," that means "mister"
San, I spent half my life to find out what I want
The party is over