I hate myself so much
I also hate the idea of living my life without you
I promised we would be together and that I would always and forever protect you by your side
After being unable to keep my promise to you
Even today, moment by moment, I'm forgetting you and going on with my life
As time passes by, I'm slowly forgetting you with my heart dried in tears
It had to only be you, it couldn't be anybody else
The person who I devoted my soul and loved
However as you left me alone
You left to a far away place only to never come back
You said you were so happy
As you told me you would take my all my love and leave me behind
With your cold hand you took my hand
And asked me to protect you until the last moment
Dear, please forget me, Don't suffer anymore.
So that my spirit can rest in peace in heaven
Now please dear, let me down.
Even now when I'm alone at night
I open your pictures without anybody else knowing
I think about my past memories with you
Even though I caress your face in those pictures
My tears flow as the top of your picture becomes white
When your laughter shines
I hold onto to the memories that are hard to bear
Even today in my dreams I'm leaving to see you
I can't see it, your reflection keeps fading away
Even inside my dreams I guess you must have forgotten about me
Even though I shout out your name
I feel you slowly drifting away from me
I know it's not you who has changed
and that it's my own feelings have become hardened over a long period of time
I hate so much that this is how I turned out
I hate that I'm forgetting you and moving on with my life
Dear, please forget me, Don't suffer anymore.
So that my spirit can rest in peace in heaven
Now please dear, let me down.
Dear, Dear, Don't Cry
I will always be with you inside your heart.