Light Purple
Today I colored my hair light purple
and I took the car around the city.
I was at the studio until 12 at night,
because I wanted to drown out the noise,
to blur the pictures inside my head.
I still see the full suitcases next to the door
the night you soaked my shirt with tears.
You said that you have bigger and better plans
on the other side...
I said the most important thing is that you're happy,
because I thought that in the end you would come back
and tell me that you are sorry,
that you circled the world and then realized
that you had everything in your hand.
After a few months alone,
today I understand you are not coming back.
The most important thing is that you're happy.
I put on hats that cover my face
just so that no one recognizes me,
so they don't ask me what I have to say
and how bright my future looks.
They don't understand what I have to lose.
I meant it when I said -
The most important thing is that you're happy,
because I thought that in the end you would come back
and tell me that you are sorry,
that you circled the world and then realized
that you had everything in your hand.
After a few months alone,
today I understand you are not coming back.
The most important thing is that you're happy.