Can't I just not see everywhere I look
I can't stand without thinking
Everything that I was against became to be my end
I surrendered I can't do it anymore
To make up stories in my mind
To forget everything that happened or
To cry two tears
Sticks in my throat
Am I emotionless, no just tired
I am not unhappy just stagnant, at least you should understand me
Am I fearless yes I cannot run away
Let me be as I am