Rose spezzate [English translation]

I'm alone here you know

I have a new house and new friends

That are just mine

Now and then there's my mother

Who ask me how I am

It can't be better than this

I have forgotten him now

But little time has passed

And it is too soon to understand

To return to being the one you know

The one I want

The person I was before I met him

In some still nights I feel his hands

That I can't stop, that hurt me

I hear his voice that yells at me

I cover my face but for him it's the same

And it goes even stronger that I can't

Even breathe, not even speak

And I am down on the ground like an animal

I have no more pain, there is no more noise

Just weak sobs and voices coming from the television that is on

I tremble even now that...

He no longer lives with me

I have a job that is going well

And tomorrow who knows

If a new love comes along

I'm sure that it won't resemble his

It's the ones like us

Who need the courage that's not there

When the fire from hell burns

In some still nights I feel his hands

And then my shame inside the hospitals

Where I have learned to

Recite that stupid excuse that I can't explain

How I fell down the stairs by myself

I was deaf and blind, too much in love

With that big bastard that consumed me

God, why have I loved it so much

That rose that he gave me

And then one day a broken

Rose that I don't want anymore