Think I woke up with
Butterflies inside of me, it tickles
And there are dark fins behind me, but I
Tag along with the school of fish
What it reminds me of is at the tip of my tongue
It's been a hot minute since I was looking forward
To something
I've scraped the bottom
I wanna grow my hair out, maybe
Make a baby
Wanna swim in the ocean
And kiss a friend on the mouth
I think I suit being alive
I think I'm starting to understand how
My head just plays for the gallery
What it reminds me of is at the tip of my tongue
I think I suit being happy
Give me strength
I need new legs to stand on, barely alive
So I move with such small testing
Steps
I think I dare pick up speed
I think I dare take up some room again
I feel so blue, but it's letting go
What it reminds me of is at the tip of my tongue
I'm going to put everything that has suffocated me in a chokehold
Drink until it looks like Picasso has
Painted me
Inside of me lives a monster
That sometimes just wants to smell flowers
And smile at dogs and pet cats
Stop someone and tell them "fucking hell, you're
Beautiful"
I think I see a spark ahead in the
The tunnel
Wait for me by the end - please
It's been a hot minute since I was looking forward
To something
I've scraped the bottom
I wanna grow my hair out, maybe
Make a baby
Wanna swim in the ocean
And kiss a friend on the mouth
I think I suit being alive
I think I'm starting to understand how
My head just plays for the gallery
What it reminds me of is at the tip of my tongue
I think I suit being happy
Give me strength
I need new legs to stand on, barely alive
So I move with such small testing
Steps
I think I dare pick up speed
I think I dare take up some room again
I feel so blue, but it's letting go
What it reminds me of is at the tip of my tongue