I know the steps of this road by now
I know it leads nowhere
Its secrets I know by heart
I already know the stones of this path
And I also know that there, alone
I'll be much worse off
What can I do against the charm
Of this love that I deny so much, avoid so much
And yet it always returns bewitching again?
With its same old sad facts
That in a photo album I keep gathering
Here I go again like a fool
seeking the grief
I've grown weary of knowing
New sad days, sleepless nights
Verses, letters, my dear, I shall write you again
To tell you this is a sin
I bear a heart so branded
with memories from the past and you know why
I'm gonna gather yet another sonnet,
yet another black and white portrait
ill-treating my heart.