Could have called you, no
Before it got too late
You could have waited 'till
You heard what I had to say
I'm one of the few who's not afraid of you
And I don't know much, but some things I do
Light little things make a difference sometimes
And it's little things that save us, not miracles
We could have called them miracles together
We could have been each other's heroes
Well you can't hide anymore, but I sure hope
That you found your peace somewhere
I never really believed in heaven, but now I know
There must be a place for you
So rest in peace, my friend
Rest in peace, my friend
I used to love the times you'd call me late at night
It's like you knew somehow I'd be lying still awake
I should have told you the trouble I was in
How I felt so lost, how scared I was
The place I used to live in is no longer there
But it's okay, 'cause things change for the better or worse
I'm not ashamed that eventually we drifted apart
We didn't need to explain, it's just how it went
But I can't tell you anymore that my new place
Has a shitty view like thorns
And I'm still staring in the mirror from time to time
For reasons to hate myself
You laugh at me and say
"I guess some things don't change"
I wonder sometimes if you would have picked up if I called you at the perfect timing that night
Clueless to what you are going through
You hate to see me regret these things, so I won't
But I wish I knew what went through your mind
Before you closed your eyes
And kissed the world goodbye
'Cause I can't tell you anymore that my new place
Has a shitty view like thorns
And I'm still staring in the mirror from time to time
For reasons to hate myself
Oh rest in peace, my friend
Rest in peace, my friend
Maybe some day, I'll sing
The song you told me to sing
Oh rest in peace, my friend
Rest in peace, my friend