Relief Next to Me lyrics

I miss you now

I guess like I should have missed you then

My body moves

Like curtains waving in and out of wind, in and out of windows

I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most

I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid

Now there's just no point in reaching out for me

In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief

In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief

And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me

But I promise this, I won't go my life telling you I don't need

I'll tell you now

I guess like I should have told you then

That thunder moves

Like damn drawers slamming in my frame, slamming in my framework

I can't untangle what I know and what should matter most

I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid

Now there's just no point in reaching out for you