I miss you now
I guess like I should have missed you then
My body moves
Like curtains waving in and out of wind, in and out of windows
I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most
I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid
Now there's just no point in reaching out for me
In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this, I won't go my life telling you I don't need
I'll tell you now
I guess like I should have told you then
That thunder moves
Like damn drawers slamming in my frame, slamming in my framework
I can't untangle what I know and what should matter most
I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid
Now there's just no point in reaching out for you