Sometimes it's gettin' hard
Tell me that I can go and get it
Feelin' like they don't fuck with me
I need you to put your trust in me
가면 뒤에 난 broken pieces
아픔에도 이제는 no reasons
don't tryna understand me
I know you don't feel me
why I say team only
가슴 속에는 아직 상처들이
어떻게 그걸 다 채워둘지
몰라서 마음에 떠돌던 말
들로 그걸 다 메우다보니
뱉지 못해서 쌓인 응어리
maybe that's why I get in my feelings
maybe that's why I get in my feelings
매일이 고비 날 못 돌보니
거울 속을 보며 날 미워해
우울과 화는 gettin' outta hand
It's gettin' hard for me to think straight
꼬릴 물어 like relay
I be plottin' when I'm in the mood
내 주변을 의심하고 다시 거울
속을 보면 now I'm the target
don't leave me lonely
I'm scared to face it oh yeah
Relapsin' yeah
Take a walk with my pain again
know you think that I'm crazy yeah
Lunatic go insane oh yeah
Fall in love with the wrong shit
Holdin' on to the wrong shit
Gettin' played by emotions
Sick of saying that I'm hopeless
Relapsin' yeah
Take a walk with my pain again
know you think that I'm crazy yeah
Lunatic go insane oh yeah
Fall in love with the wrong shit
Holdin' on to the wrong shit
Gettin' played by emotions
Sick of saying that I'm hopeless
Why the life gettin' so so cruel?
I'm going so so dumb
yeah Who would ever thought I would live to see my 21?
They say the good die young
They say the good die young
Yeah I thought I would die alone
근데 아직 똑같은 dialogue
and I'm still reminiscing all the old memories
전에 멈춘곳
에서 나 우두커니 아직 여기 머물러
시간이 가면 다 덮일줄 알았던
것들은 keep on piling up
Huh 아직도 난 멈춘채로 in my adolescence
변하는 모든게 out of senses
정처없이 떠돈 나에게는
필요했어 나의 own places
뒤를 보니 돌아갈 품 속은 없었고
that's why I'm going brainless
that's why I thought that I had to make it
아직도 문득 거울 속에는
더 어렸던 내가 보여
몇년이 지난 지금도 I can't save him
내가 있는 곳에 남아준다 했던
식구 사랑 친구를 보내고
이젠 지겹지 애매한 사이에
아무렇지 않은 척 힘들다 매번
말 한마디 흘려보는 것도
누군가에게는 짐이 되는 것도
Relapsin' yeah
Take a walk with my pain again
know you think that I'm crazy yeah
Lunatic go insane oh yeah
Fall in love with the wrong shit
Holdin' on to the wrong shit
Gettin' played by emotions
Sick of saying that I'm hopeless
Relapsin' yeah
Take a walk with my pain again
know you think that I'm crazy yeah
Lunatic go insane oh yeah
Fall in love with the wrong shit
Holdin' on to the wrong shit
Gettin' played by emotions
Sick of saying that I'm hopeless