It may be too late
to make right
everything that's burning
deep within me
My bad memories and my insecurities
My autism level and the fact that I talk a lot
But you make me smile
I've never changed for myself
I want to be better next to you
Maybe you'll get scared
And will not want to come
Or perhaps I won't contain myself
And I won't let you go
I don't know how to wear heels and can't lie
Always looking for reasons to suffer
A little jealous, but in the end
I've never changed for myself
I want to be better next to you
It's just so hard to accept what I am
And I don't even know where to begin, I'm messed up
But I hope to make you smile
I want to be better next to you