I drink a coffee with your absence
And I light a cigarette to the nostalgia
I kiss your empty space neck
I play chess with your story
And I caress the back to the memory
Flirting the pair of blue shoes that you forgot
And I talk about politics
With your teeth brush
With analytical vision
Like when you regret
Actually I am not so alone
Who told you that you went away
If I still find you cooking
Some memory in the kitchen
Or in the shadow that the curtain draws
Actually I am not so alone,
Who told you that you went away
If one is not where the body is
But where one is most missed
And here you are missed so much
You remain here, without you, with me
Who is with you,
If not even you are with yourself
I chat with your silk panties
And I make a croissant to the memories
While I scratch a knee to this life, without life.
I sing a song to the nothingness
And I joke of the melancholy
While I put up the skirt zipper of the desires
Feeling so many things
I am not really alone
Alone are you that you are with me
And you did not go away with you
Actually I am not alone,
Who told you that you went away
If I still find you cooking
Some memory in the kitchen
Or in the shadow that the curtain draws
Actually I am not so alone,
Who told you that you went away
If you loaded with your body
But not with the memories
And the memories are with me
Actually I am not so alone,
Who told you that you went away
If one is not where the body is,
But where one is most missed
And here you are very missed
You remain with me, without you, with me
Who is with you
If not even you are with yourself