Tonight my pain is aching for you again
and while I imagine you beside me
I could jump long out of my happiness
But when I open my swollen eyes
nothing is in my power
and reality hits me like a bolt out of the blue
Ref.
Like a relapse you're always vivid
you put me in harm's way, how can I reject you
I'm not adding anything to this chaos
rejoice and enjoy
all my failures
In this chaos I'm putting lipgloss on my lips
only for myself
to be pretty at the end
to be pretty at the end
Tonight my pain is aching for you again
I desperatly want you for myself
somehow you've got the password to my destiny
But when I look at the white walls
I see arrows from my memory
and one pale hand falling on the floor
Ref.
I want to see myself dressed in blue
in the distance there's a harbor for everyone
and I know that I'm at the right place now
to finally free myself of everything
But who does this all lead to
once, when I don't exist anymore
everything will fit into one letter
but I'm leaving you up to yourself
Ref.